I wanted to introduce myself here first, I'm 32, and finally ready to talk about whats happened to me and get support from some others who may understand. I was abused by my stepfather for years, and was raped this past summer by a person I had never met. I have PTSD, OCD, bulimia, and anxiety/panic disorder that seems to have come back with a vengeance since then..I pretend to be ok, strong, and "healed" but I'm far from it. In fact, I don't think I've dealt with these things properly at all.
Was anyone else this scared when they first wrote on here? i can't understand why but I'm crying my