Hi Samantha. My name is Carissa. I'm 19. I was sexually abused by my boyfriend for about six months. My father abused me when I was 17, by brother when he was 8, and my sister at 16. When I was young, I would punnish myself. I was also harming myself for a very long time. I would punch myself in the leg in elementary school, pull out hair in 5th & 6th grade, and cut from 15 to present. I was suicidal from 16 to a few weeks ago. I was hospitalized for suicidal ideation this past September. From personal experience, I will tell you to NOT go to a hospital. I was treated horrible during my st