I don't really know much about the site or anyone here. All I do know is that someway somehow I have to figure out how to move past the things that have happened. I know I can't do it alone, which is what I have been trying to do for a long time now. I need people to talk with and that will talk with me and maybe make some sense of it all...then again maybe not but I hope so. Haha I don't even know how or if I am doing this right and I sure haven't figured out how I can get into chat to talk with anyone.