I guess I'll start with saying hi to everyone. I just joined this message board within the last week. I've been trying to find something like this site for sometime. I really would just feel more comfortable to talk (write) with people who have been in similar situations and are healing too. Its just hard to deal with my thoughts and emotions by myself. I hate talking about them and keep trying to just forget them or focus on all thats good and move forward. I've been trying to do this for a long time... I admit i've gotten better but still struggle. I just can't take bottling it up inside. Th