I know exactly what you mean. I have said the "word" out loud twice now. The word that describes exactly how I was raped 15 days ago.
I have told a few friends generally what happened. Now I look around and wonder "who knows" and "what do they know" at times. It doesn't seem fair to be worried about this too.
Unfortunately giving voice to what happened is the only road to recovery. He already took too much from me.
We've all had too much taken from us. Thank you so much for bringing this up and speaking out. You've helped me today.
Jen