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Welcome to AS! I hope you find the support you are looking for here

Welcome to AS...hope you find all the support and understanding you need here. Just know you are not alone. *hugs* Manda

Welcome Sarah. I hope you find the support you need here. *hugs*

Welcome...I hope in time you start to feel more comfortable and start to heal here. I know I have in the short time I have been here. It helps so much just knowing you aren't alone. There are people that understand what you are going though. *hugs*

Thank you all for the welcome and support.

So I guess I should start here. My name is Amanda. I was raped a year ago today. I'm not dealing with it all that well. Well that isn't really true, I'm not dealing with it at all. When all this happened last year I was going through a lot. My husband of 5 years had just left me and I wasn't myself already and then it happened. I couldn't deal with it, still not even sure I can. But I have to. I can't live like this anymore. Everyday I think about it. I don't tell the people that are close to me. I don't know why really I guess I feel like I am a bother. After it happened it opened up other t