iamreal

thanks guys xxx

Hi guys, I am an old member who hasn't been online for a while. I've come back as I need some support. I would also like to support others and feel as though I am in a place of understanding. I have a question - how do I change my colour theme on here? I can't really see it properly, and it's messing with my eyes (I have terrible eyesight). Thank you. I hope people are as well as they can be, xxx

for me, healing means acceptance - accepting what has happened and its effects and that some i can change and some i cant so i need to learn to manage them.

you are nothing to me - foster brother 1 you must be so lonely - foster brother 2 why did you have me? - foster mother why did you leave me - real mother I'LL THRIVE, NOT JUST SURVIVE - the whole lot of them

feels sad an scared is this worth it?

hiya! nice to meet u

keep coming back into this folder no matter how many times i close it again... im not very nice to my 'inner child'...i want her gone, she weak and needy and i cant provide that for her, i dont want her here, she's a waste of space ive been of that attitude for years and years, she isnt going, cries more, wants more, needs more

hiya... i am not new per se, i joined last year, but didn't come back after the initial 'hi's' etc. I suppose you could say I am new in the sense I am a 'new' me lol. This place scared me I think...but that fear can only be raised if it is there in there first place, I have learnt. I want to share my story, my ongoing progress. i am proud of myself (fact i can say that is progress lol) but also maybe people will gain hope from my story. I won't ramble on now about all my progress etc, I will save that for another folder Anyway, i'm back i hope u are all being nice to u

thank you all so much for the fantastic welcome I have recieved amireal xoxoxoxox

hi, thank you very much, know i am in the right place a nice to know no pressure amireal xoxoxoxoxoxox

hi, ty for the warm welcome, evry1. its much appreciated amireal xoxoxoxoxo

hi, ty for yr message. am just a bit nervous bein here. always knew i was abused but only just realisin the exent to which i was, so just a bit hard. still have that fear of bein blamed and its my instinct to stay 'quiet'. i also get scared that if i say anythin, ppl wont believe me - i even wonder myself sometimes; maybe that is just another form of denial, an escape mechanism. thank you again. sorry to be so miserable. hope you are ok amireal xooxoxoxoxo

hihi, am new here, so just saying hello and thank you for having me. I am a bit unsure and nervous and a bit 'lost' at this point in time, but sure it will pass. Hope to 'meet' you all over time. Take care everyone. amireal xoxoxoxox