OverMyShoulder

Wow. It's been years since I have logged on here. I'm amazed that all my stuff is not gone. It shows me just how very far I have come in my healing. It breaks my heart to see all the pain, to read it again; I want to give myself a big hug and say, "everything's gonna be alright." Because it was, and it is. I have since married the most loving, wonderful man, & I've experienced other things in my life, both happy & tragic. I'm currently writing a book about my terrible experience(s) & how I've gone through hell to get where I am now. Today, this moment, I'm a little speechless after reading my posts & I see that perhaps I do deserve to feel proud of myself, to feel "worth-full." I am in a very different place in my life now. The rape no longer haunts & tortures me. I owe it to my husband, my parents & most of all to myself. I didn't know I had it in me & this moment is proof that I do! Find it within yourselves, it is there, I promise. <3