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tuliptorn

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  1. Feeling unfit, uneducated and robbed. Other than that just peachy.:unsure::unsure:

    1. Painnbroken
    2. Hawkgirl

      Hawkgirl

      Sending you safe hugs if ok, Tuliptorn  :hug:

    3. tuliptorn

      tuliptorn

      ((((Paint, Hawkgirl)))

      I love safe hugs. Thank you both.

  2. Feeling the calm. The storm can wait.

  3. I DO NOT KNOW HOW NOT TO FEEL SHAME! 

    just don't freaking know:(

    1. snmls

      snmls

      Me too tuliptorn.  Shame is such an awful feeling.  Sitting with you.

    2. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      Shame is horrible but I do know the feeling well.  Sitting with you

    3. tuliptorn

      tuliptorn

      (((((Patriciag))))

      ((((Snmls))))

      ((((Painnbroken))))

      Thank you all for sitting with me. It feels good to not sit alone,

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  4. Sad, but here.

    1. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      Glad you are. :hug: until you feel better, if ok. 

    2. tuliptorn

      tuliptorn

      ((((MeBeMary)))) 

      Thank you.

  5. I am afraid. 

    1. teleah

      teleah

      Sitting with you, sending peace and hope ((((((tuliptorn))))))

    2. tuliptorn
  6. Calmly wandering among through the wreckage for the millionth time, looking for the pieces of me I might have missed. No big deal, lol.

  7. You know the feeling you get when you deleted something you meant to save in your inbox. Yeah, I hate that. Oh well. :(:hammer::(

    1. limbodante

      limbodante

      I know it well :( Tis much poop.

    2. tuliptorn
  8. Fear.

    1. MeBeMary
    2. tuliptorn

      tuliptorn

      Thank you, I needed that hug. Sometimes I forget, even on AS I am not alone.:hug:

    3. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      Your most welcome. I think we all forget that sometimes. I know that I certainly do. Glad that I was able to remind you of that. Hope the fear subsides...or at least becomes manageable, soon.

  9. tuliptorn

    where i was

    You are a good mom. She made it to this day because of your care and it was a very bumpy ride for sure! I know you will get through this. It ain't going to be pretty, but you can. Just do what you can and keep it simple. Keep sharing here, share, share, get safe support where you can. Don't judge yourself unjustly. This is a huge trigger. You need to cry through this. I know it sounds shitty, but you do. This is bigger than the mask T. You need to be kind to you as much as you can. It was never your fault. Let your daughter know you are proud, and you love her. Someday she will understand.
  10. tuliptorn

    what hurts the most

    She knew it was messing you up. Making you weak, more malleable, easier to control. You were a pawn in their game for similar reasons. Little girls are not meant to be used for sport, they are meant to be loved, cherished and protected. You were not, but that is not your fault. Some animals nuture their children better than that. Your parents are or were sick, selfish ***holes, period. They are to blame not you. I know it hurts, but little Teleah did nothing wrong, but what she/you did was something amazing, you found a way to physically and emotionally survive. She/you made due in inhospitabl
  11. Current Status: Ignored, hopeless and pissed the **** off!!!

    1. limbodante

      limbodante

      Lots of people in chat atm if you need company ^_^

  12. tuliptorn

    road trip

    I relate to this and your pain. Safe hugs my friend.
  13. The Earth quaked this morning and I slept through it. 

  14. I do remember your username and the pic of Ariel. Mermaids are like fairies of the sea and I like that a lot. Thank you for the welcome and the offer to chat. Good to see you again.
  15. I am back once again. I joined long ago and found respite here, Hoping to find that soft place to fall again. I have matured while I've been away, but the pain of my wound still remains raw. I've met some really wonderful survivors here whom I consider lifelong friends. It never fails to amaze me how many new members seem to flood in each week. I am glad to know there are message boards like these to bring our brokens together so we are not alone. Hello and thank you all for being here.
  16. ((((Notgivingup, Activist, Marz))))))
  17. Its been awhile folks. My history has been lost on the server and I thought it was fate painfully telling me to move on. If I could only lose my history in real life and move on, that would be freaking awesome! Anyhoo, this place and members here helped save my life. Just the support and the care during a very vicious, terrible storm called my life. The storm is calmer now but just as painful. I have made and lost friends here and learned a lot. I just need a safe place to fall. Need to support others where I can, be useful. Thank you AS for still being here.
  18. I'd love an app for AS. But I'm a app freak,
  19. Nice to meet you Deepblue. Welcome to AS.
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