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tuliptorn

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  1. ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    1. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      I'm sorry.  Sitting with you if okay and allowing you to be angry.  

    2. Kmkz

      Kmkz

      Sitting with you. 

    3. teleah

      teleah

      Sitting with you, sending peace and calm to get you through this, please stay safe hon ((((((Tuliptorn))))))

  2. Urges, worse. Gonna call it Irma.

  3. Very tough session today. Trying to outrun it and all the urges along with

    1. teleah

      teleah

      Not alone in the pod with you, sending you strength to fight the urges and the calm to sleep well tonight (((((((tuliptorn)))))), love teleah

    2. Andrea1501

      Andrea1501

      sitting with you

    3. tuliptorn

      tuliptorn

      Pod. Love my podmate. ((((Teleah)))) :hug:

      Andrea1501 - safe :hug:

       

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  4. So alone. Why even have a voice? Why even have ears? 

    1. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      Sitting with you if okay and safe :hug:if okay 

  5. My cats have me under their paw. :blink:

    1. Hawkgirl

      Hawkgirl

      Lol yes, the joys of having pets.  My dog has me under his paw.  He's my sweetie boy.

    2. tuliptorn

      tuliptorn

      We are blessed in that respect. :flowers:

  6. Little one was so mad today. She scared me. 

    1. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      Sitting with you. :hug: if ok.

    2. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      :hug: and sitting with you if that is okay

  7. I don't to leave home. Tired of feeling unsafe in this mean world. 

  8. Struggling with abdominal pain today. IBS, adhesions or body memories. It probably doesn't know either. Traitor. :angry:

    1. tuliptorn

      tuliptorn

      Couldn't even say that right. Mind and body are traitors. Ugh!:shrug:

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      :hug: If okay?

      i have been in a deep sleep for hours &I at one point I was in between and the base of my feet hurt seriously bad... body betrayal...

    3. Dahliaa

      Dahliaa

      Hope you feel better soon! Safe :hug: 

  9. @Redskinsgirl88 sorry about that trauma that brought you here, very glad you had the courage to come and share here. 🌷🌷🌷
  10. Hiding in crochet project today. 

  11. Better this morning. Grateful. 

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      :hug: if okay? 

      Glad your doing better. :flowers:

    2. oceonwaves

      oceonwaves

      Glad you are better yesterday :throb::flowers::hug:

  12. Just got snapped at by a friend. I don't want to know anybody. Just hurt...

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if okay?

       

      well I am happy to sit with you in your safe fortress, why did they snap at you if you want to talk about it?

       

      i am doing okay thank you I have been a bit up and down have felt like I am slipping away from AS honestly.

       

      still I am trying to keep up being supportive to people. :) 

    2. tuliptorn

      tuliptorn

      I suggested that they might have to go back to step 1&2 in the 12 steps. She got madder.

      I think AS is a wonderful place. I noticed at times I ebb and go with the flow of it all. I have found great support here. I hope you stay.

    3. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      I see , safe hugs :hug: 

      sorry they snapped at you.

      it is a wonderful place... I mean with my problems I wonder if I fit in or if it's acceptable for me to be here cause of some of the issues I have ... there not really survivor type things...

      i do intend to stay I just fade out from it and I want to be supportive but I always find my problems get me in trouble honestly.

       

      still sitting with you. :hug: 

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  13. I have to volunteer somewhere today and I don't want to go. Ive been triggered there, old memories haunt me there, but I gave my word. Just don't want to go

    1. fallenstar

      fallenstar

      I feel you, I'm sorry you are having a difficult time with this. :hug:

    2. LuthienTinuviel
    3. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      :hug: if okay?

      i have been in situations like that before it sucks.

  14. Restless spirit today

  15. Why can payback taste more delicious?

  16. I am not okay with being invisible all the time. I am not okay being visible when I mess up or become a awkward fool. 

    Had to get that out.:hammer:

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      :hug: if okay?

    2. tuliptorn

      tuliptorn

      Yes. Thank you Free :throb:

    3. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Hope your doing okay today :) 

  17. I just want to be loved and feel it, really feel it warm me. Alone and forgotten is a very cold place to be for a long time. :cry:

  18. So many feelings, no solutions. Maybe it's true, I'm just along for the ride.

    1. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      I'm sorry sitting with you if you like 

  19. Cannot sleep. Kinda mad. Sad and uncomfortable. Just thought I'd share

    1. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      same here :( im sorry. :console:

    2. tuliptorn

      tuliptorn

      So sorry you are here too. :comfort::candle:

  20. T decided to take his vacation for 10 days during a very dark time for me. The nerve! I'm kidding, somewhat. :unsure:

    1. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      I'm sorry dear :(! Sitting with you if you like and safe :hug:if okay

    2. LuthienTinuviel
    3. Scared1

      Scared1

      Absolute rudeness of him!!! I'm sorry you are having a hard time right now. Your T will be back soon and the meantime we are all here for you. In other news I missed you and I'm glad you are still here 

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  21. tuliptorn

    His Good Girl

    You are a good girl, you were born good. You just had a bad, horrible, monster for a father. You were his victim and his sex slave. That little one is still good. Her soul is kind. It's not her fault she had no choice. Now you are a survivor and you are free. I know it doesn't feel like it, but it's true. Nothing wrong with being a wife. You are a very good person. Great friend too.
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