justdawn

Hi I to find it very hard to trust people. I have had 2 step father's in my life and both have violated me both sexually and physically but i also need to start the healing process not just for me but my husband and 4 children. I am sorry this thing has happened to you, i wouldn't wish it upon anyone. Hope to become friends Amanda.

Thank you all for the welcome, I am still trying to get used to working this site but hopefully once i get the hang of it I will be able to get to know you all a bit better. Sitting here alone wishing for peace, so much anger for me to release. so much frustration and confustion in my head, my heart feels as heavey as lead, so much sadness i can not seem to shake, wishing so much it wlor]ould give me a break.[/co

Hi Paula, It is nice to hear from you, I am sorry those things happened to you but it is nice to finally talk to some one that understand with out people looking down on you or thinking your just phyco. Hopefully we can help each other. My name is Amanda by the way.

Hello everybody, I'm 36 and i am a survivor of CSA and Child abuse from the age of 4 onwards. It is starting to ruin my life and it is so hard to pick myself up and try and overcome it. And I have realized unfortunatly there are many people on this site going through the same thing. I hope I can make some friends and try and heal together. Sending this with a kind heart. Justdawn.