Timeless

Abby, I noticed I do the same thing in T. I would like to say things as they are but I have such a hard time doing that. I have started to bring issues that have really been bothering me up in the form of writing, that way I don't forget what I am going to say. Sometimes I have her read it, if its to hard for me and other times I read it. I recently did that in reference to something she said once that really bothered me, she was very apologetic. The writing it out really helps because there was no way I would have gotten those words out of me:) Hopefully some day soon I can do it bluntly.

I think little me is trying so hard to talk but I continue to stiffle her. She desperately wants me to believe what happened so that I can take care of her but I think I am more afraid than she is at the moment.

"However confused the scene of our life appears, however torn we may be who now do face that scene, it can be faced, and we can go on to be whole." -Muriel Rukeyser

"Everything has its wonders, even darkness and silence, and I learn, whatsoever state I may be in, therein to be content." -Hellen Keller "In the process of defining myself, I have a tendency to set up rules and boundaries and then forget that rules are made to be broken, as are boundaries to be expanded and crossed." -Kathleen Casey Theisen

I resent you for never telling and for being such and easy target of vulnerability.

I'm sorry that I smother you, but I just don't know if I am ready to deal with you yet.

Welcome Grief, So sorry all this happened at such a hard time in your life. No rush with anything ok....just go at your own pace. I'm very glad to have you here and look forward to getting to know you. I am 34 and all of mine just sprung up out of no where too. It can be very troublesome. Just know we are here for you ok. Timeless