Hi - I am very new to this, I have never used a forum before let alone one that is specifically for survivors. I am not really sure what I am supposed to say here. I know its not a place for details. I am a survivor, a self harmer, a mess. I am having counselling - that was new for me too. They say that breaking the silence is a healing experience, so far it feels anything but. Does this get easier? I hope so. Anyway - I'll keep this short - knowing my luck no one will even reply to it. So - what do i do now, how does this work? I feel really stupid asking, but like I said, this is all new to me.