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  2. Hello!

    Hello everyone, I am excited to be part of this community. I am (finally) coming to terms with my own experiences and it is great to find an online network of supportive people. Thank you to everyone who has made this possible.
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    Welcome! I just recently found this group and I love how supportive everyone is! I am glad you are here.
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    Welcome to AS @pebbles10. How are you finding therapy? You've found a very supportive and caring place. Sending lots of support.
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    Hi, pebbles10, and welcome!
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    Hi pebbles, Welcome to AS. I am very sorry for the trauma you have experienced, but you will find tons of support here. Our members are understanding and kind. I am glad you found yourself comfortable to reach out and say hi tonight. I know how this can be a big step and it shows courage to do so. Take your time to look around and when you feel you are up to it, feel free to interact. I wish you many forward steps on this journey of healing. Mary
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    Hi, I'm new here. I've been on here for a couple of weeks, but I haven't posted anything yet. I just began therapy a couple of weeks ago and thought being on here might help me too.
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    Thank you all for saying hi!
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    Welcome. Everyone here is very supportive and understanding. I am glad you found your way here.
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    Hi, darklolix, and welcome!
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    Hi, rakit, and welcome!
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    Hi, Rian, and welcome!
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    Hi, Chise, and welcome!
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    Hi, rgrace15, and welcome!
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    Hey I am seeing a therapist as well. If you ever need to talk you can private message me anytime.
  21. Last night I got quite the honor... of being the newest publicity director beginning in July. I'm a little freaked because my best friend is actually the one with the degree in PR. We laughed about that when I called her with the good news. Looks like I'll be brushing up on skills I haven't used in decades and OMG I will have to wear make up daily again.
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    Hi darklolix, Welcome to AS. I am very sorry for what you've experienced and the struggles you have faced. It is difficult when you feel alone. The good news is that here, we are not alone. This is a place of understanding and supportive members. We can relate to either your type or abuse or your struggles. I agree, many who have not walk this path really understand. Take your time and jump in when you are comfortable. I wish you the very best on this journey of healing. Mary
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    Dear @darklollix, Welcome to After Silence. I'm sorry to hear that you've suffered so much. First of all, I can assure you, this site is full of kind and caring people who understand. We know how painful experiences of abuse are and we know how painful it is when we people around us don't understand what it's like. Second, on our site, you are feel to move completely at your own pace. Take your time looking around and post only if/when you feel like you want to. We're here to support each other. Wishing you blessings and healing, Gold Raindrops
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    Hi, @darklollix I also only have a therapist for support so I understand that struggle and how alone that is. I am sorry for what brought you here and I’m sure you will find more than just answers to your questions. So many safe hugs is that’s okay
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    Hey guys, I'm darklollix <3 I decided to give this forum a try, since I often struggle with it all. I don't really have anyone to talk to except for my therapist. I don't want to really talk to people who don't understand either. I just want a bit of help when I need to and to have some long time questions answered. Hope y'all have a nice day ♥
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    Dear @rakit, Welcome to After Silence. I'm so sorry for the experiences that have brought you here, but I can assure you this is a kind and supportive community full of people who understand your situation. It sounds like you've already begun to explore our forums - I encourage you to keep doing so and post whenever you feel you'd like. Wishing you peace and healing, Gold Raindrops
  27. I'M TOXIC

    During the last couple months my life has fallen apart and my heart shattered to many times to count. i am just done trying to pick up the pieces its like a puzzle and they wont fit anyway. i used to think i was a good person but i guess that was a lie i told myself to keep going. im coming to the realization that im not a very good person but rather some would say toxic and that hurts to say, but like they say the truth hurts. i dont know where to go from here. i guess realizing the things that i am i am begging to question my behaviors that lead to the assults. example... if i hadnt gotten into my moms cabnet that day maybe the assults from her never would have taken place, i understand yes i was four but i should have known there would be consequences to my actions and although i could never have guessed they would be what they were, i did deserve that punishment. i wanted to look at adult things thus my mother teaches adult things. no i question with the other sexual assults even the most recent. what could i have done different to keep it from happening, did i show an interest, i dont know it just sucks that when all said and done i did this to myself and have NOBODY to blame besides myself. i wanted this entry to mean something and i guess it didnt go where i wanted it to other than continueing to realize the truth of the matter, and yes it is crushing to know that im not a good person in anyway shape or form never have been never will be i will always just be toxic.
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    Hello @Rian, I am sorry that you have experienced trauma. Welcome to AS. I am also very new here. It is very brave of you to start posting, I know how hard it is to start talking about your trauma. If You need someone to chat with feel free to message me.
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    Welcome @Rian, it's nice to have you here. I'm sorry for your struggles and for what brings you here. It is a very supportive place, and I hope people here can help you, by listening and providing a safe space for anything you want to share, or just by being here.
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