Hey guys, so this is my first blog post, so it may be a bit rambley, but let me know what you guys think in the comments. I am an 18 year old girl, and I was sexually assaulted 3 or 4 years ago. I wasn't raped, which is why nobody actually listens to me, it was just kissing, but that's under the legal definition of sexual assault. We were the only two kids in the gym class, and he would drop his weights, stare, walk over to me, grab me, and kiss me. He was broad, maybe 6 feet tall, and I couldn't do anything. You may ask me, "do you wish you had tried to do something," and I would respond all the time. It still haunts me, which I hate, and I wish it had never happened (obvviously). I hallucinate him in my room and in the bathroom, I stay up all night, and I get nightmares about him. I have recently learned how to control my bad days, but it's still hard when people talk about sexual assault. What I don't understand is why it is so bad to talk about. It's pushed under the rug, swept into corners, when really I DID NOTHING WRONG. Feel free to message me if you feel similar to me, I am super open to talk here.
Talk to you guys later