The weather is strange and the world is turned on its ear right now. anger and aggressiveness are some of the few things left that trigger a division in me. parts of me run and hide under the covers while another part stands up to defend. most of the time i am just a little of everything but right now it is really hard to not have that split happen. i feel my protective self pacing around inside and ready to pick a fight to end this situation. it seems like the peace never comes until the explosion happens. i hate this tension and want to just stay away from everyone until the world calms back down. when people get angry, i go into a tailspin that makes dizzy and sick at my stomach.