I get scared when I'm happy for too long....it's because I expect something bad to happen. I met a really nice guy. My best friend is talking to me again!! That makes me the happiest!!! But I keep expecting something to happen to ruin everything!! Ugh! I wish I could enjoy my happiness instead of waiting for something bad to happen....am I alone in this? Anyone else have these problems? Does it ever go away?

Thanks for listening to me ramble, have a safe day!