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Living In The Past..



I was 18 yrs old when I was robbed at knife point and rapped i was babysitting my baby cousin at the time this all happened at my aunt's house in a way I'm kinda glade it happened there because I never had to revisit that place again does that make sense.? Anyways the worst past was that when my cousin was crying he made me lay her on my chest while he was rapping me..I had a nightmare last night and now I just feel like crawling in a hole and hide..


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Sm28, that is absolutely horrifying, I am so sorry you had that happen to you. It is not your fault, I hope you know that. Thanks for telling us.


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Did someone knew?did you seek help?please help yourself talk to someone you dont deserve those kind of nightmares and burdens

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Thank you Flodearnley I know it's not my fault but sometimes I feel like if I would of done something different then it wouldn't have happen and when I feel that way I do blame myself..but I done have alott of them day's..

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Iyaaguilar after it was all said and done yes I called the police and did everything I had to do too catch the guy he is in prison rite now he is doing 310 - 470 years..as for getting help no I didn't get any because I was always turned away no matter where I went..I deal with my nightmares panic attacks anxiety attacks flash backs etc by myself..I've always had them since I was about 12 I've been threw so much from getting hit by a car at the age of 10 beat up by a stranger at the age of 19 but the thing that makes me feel really alone is the fact that sometimes I have dreams of me being 12 and getting molested and I don't know if it happened or not because of my head injury I lost some of my memory and the person I did tell didn't believe me so ever since then I kept everything to myself..

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