So it's been a bit since I wrote anything....I thought I was doing better but then I slip down the slope again. I don't know why I do the things I do. I keep doing things that I know are wrong and stupid. The other night, a guy I was suppose to hook up with but we missed each other....probably a good thing. He texts me out of the blue. Asks if I want to make money....I knew I should've said no but I was curious. Stupid, stupid, stupid.....He just wanted photos. I've always said no but he was annoying me and I could have ignored him but I didn't. I regret the one photo I sent. I regret not getting control of myself. I regret that when I don't talk to others I make stupid choices. I'm becoming full of regrets.