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Sometimes I feel like I am on top of the world and that I am not upset or hurt or feeling anything negative about what happened to me.

Sometimes I feel like I can't even get out of bed in the morning. Can't put on clothes or even stand up.

Sometimes I can't sleep at night. Sometimes I can't bear to be touched by my husband.

Sometimes I feel like I absolutely HAVE to be touched by my husband.

Like I an't feel okay about anything particularly out relationship unless we are being intimate.

I know rationally those days where I crave intimacy that I don't really need it.

That it doesn't change anything for the better or for the worse in regards to us.

But I can't turn it off.

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Emmy091796

I've had those problems also. It's really hard there's times I don't want anything to do with intimacy then there's times when I want Nothing but intimacy. just breathe and tale it easy let him know What's comfortable and What's not. Things will get better

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Anah

I am lucky in that he knows exactly what happened and he is very understanding about things. I think most of the problem is inner turmoil.

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Emmy091796

Yes I agree. My husband knows Everything and he's still here and that's What really count. my problem is inner turmoil also it is so hard to get comfy with someone and even when you do your still not positive of trust for a while. But it will be OK and things will get better

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Anah

We have been married a little over a year now. Known each other since we were 9.

I think that is a lot of the reason I don't have problems all the time with trust.

Sometimes. But not always.

It's easier to build that kind of trust with someone you've known for so long I think.

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