I'm anxious as it is because of recent events but today I got an email that I've wanted for a long time. I have been asked to teach English in Austria. It's what I had wanted before last Friday. I would be near my friend and we would be able to hang out together and stuff but since he left....this feels wrong. His friend still wants me to do this so I'm trying to arrange for a visa....there are no embassies in Vegas. On the internet, it says I have to go to LA to get visas. If I follow through on this, my life will change....I don't know if it will be for the best or worst. I'm scared and my anxiety is climbing through the roof. I'm trying to calm myself down but it's not working.