My best friend officially told me goodbye yesterday. He said he couldn't handle me anymore. I just wanted to tell him....I told you that!
He said he would never leave....LIAR
He said he was there for me no matter what....LIAR
He said what happened was wrong....LIAR
He just invalidated everything he ever said to me.....LIAR
He knew he would hurt me so badly by leaving me......LIAR
He knew I will self destruct....LIAR
I no longer trust anyone because everyone lies....they lie to get what they want from you and then leave like fucking parasites!! I hate him but understand! I feel nothing and I am numb but I cry endless tears. I've no idea how I'm going to handle this because now I'm over the edge.......LIAR!!!!
I'm so sorry.....it's quite a ramble but I'm beyond upset. I'm shattered and I don't think I'll ever be the person I was again.