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Gonna Try

hideawayprincess

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I'm going to try to write here sometimes. Can't promise anything...but I desperately need an outlet, somewhere...somewhere I can get my words, thoughts, feelings, out of me, out into some public space where I can hope maybe they are being read/heard, but not even expecting or wanting a response.

I'm just sick of feeling the way I do, constantly struggling, wavering between did something happen, or am I making it all up? I've been struggling with this, fighting this, since I was 15 or so...that's almost 20 years now. And I can't do it anymore. I need a space to get all the contradictory, crazy, stupid, meaningless thoughts and feelings out...and maybe hopefully that will also give me the courage to talk about this all, to be completely honest (and vulnerable), with my therapist.

I just don't want to be alone and sad anymore. This is all I can write for now.

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BreathingAngel16

It is a struggle. Just keep putting one foot in front of the other. You surely are not alone. I know that seems that way a lot of the time, but you aren't.

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