The Little Boy

The what if's hurt a lot! I know your pain all to well! I too was a child when I was molested. and I to ask how different would I of been if he never would of done it! from my understanding in life right now that path had 2 different sides the left and the right! Going through things like this does make you ask who would I have been! But when I look I could say I may not be who I am now. I could of been worse or I could of been better! no matter what it still doesn't take the pain away! So I will say I am here if you need a friend to talk to! I am a great listener and I do understand what your going through!

I was sexually abused for three years! And it started when when I was 11 and lasted til I was 14. And before that I was emotionally neglected by my parents. And everyday i ask my what would have happened is I had a different family, or if my brother never did those things to me. But I also have to believe that without those horrible experiesses, I would have ended up like my friends. And I'm not sure if that is good or bad. I don't want to be a nieve young teenager, but ant the same time I miss my innocence. I wish I was given a choice!

I too was ignored until I was 11 years old. That's when my bio father took an interest in me. At first I was overjoyed. That feeling didn't last long. He started using me for his sexual needs. I would have been better off being forever ignored.

Hugs.