I'm listening to music I don't usually like as a distraction from this passed week.
I'm so emotionally drained.
My patience worn thin.
A week of hearing his voice on speaker phone in my house.
Then today has been rough as well,
my "husband" (in quotes due to questioning my marriage) has just shattered my life goals.
He's lied and manipulated me for years.
"Okay" being his M.O. he uses it as a get out of conversation free card,
"I didn't say I wanted that too, I said 'okay' to get you to stop talking".
No fucking joke, I think he's a narcissist.
Every time I try to discuss anything like adults he starts a fight and then blames me because I brought up the topic in the first place.
He will make commitments/promises and then later try to make me fell crazy by saying he never said that.
It is so incredibly stressful.