So I have my very first counseling appointment coming up on Thursday morning and let me tell you, I am very scared for what is about to happen. Getting this appointment has been a roller coaster of emotions, cause they had to put me on a waiting list before I actually got this appointment, and it has been very annoying for me to deal with scheduling it because I have had a very busy month and have literally no time to myself to relax, unless I compromise schoolwork, working, and/or everything else I am juggling. I am starting to think more and more about this appointment and I have felt the nerves kick in. All my fears of why I haven't made an appointment are coming up, like what if I don't like my counselor?, what if my counselor doesn't believe me?, or the worst, what if the counselor knows one of the 2 guys that SA'd me almost 6 years ago??? If anybody has any tips on what I could do, please let me know. I'm already super stressed and anxious about school and work and paying everything back and getting everything done, and I'm trying not to stress out about anything else right now, cause I am having really bad medical issues due to stress/anxiety already.