Today has been a sucky day. I woke up in he middle of the night to feed my son just to wake up to pink eye... like seriously pink eye? Now I can’t wear my contacts for a while to let my eye heal and my glasses still haven’t came in so I can’t drive, I can hardly see anything. Tomorrow I have counseling and I really don’t want to cancel it... but I can’t drive at all. I would be okay canceling it but I actually really need to talk to her. I mean I could ask my mom to take me and each my kids but she still doesn’t know I’m even going. So that would end up bringing up the reason why I’m going in the first place and part of it is because of her. I’m really not ready to have that conversation with her right now or anytime soon at all I just want to work it out on my own with out having to confront her about it. I have no idea what to do.