Yesterday was a horrible day I did end up having a break down at work and I had to tell one of the managers what was wrong so I could leave I feel absolutely defeated I always promised myself I would never break in public or infront of people and that’s exactly what happened now I don’t even want to go to work I know I have nothing to worry about because people at my job are understanding and my boss is amazing and won’t make a big deal about it as long as I’m okay but now I have to go face these people and act like everything is all right and there’s nothing wrong but all I want to do is hide from the world and sleep but I have kids to take care of maybe today won’t be so bad hoping for the best