Well, I'm still awake. Haven't slept all night. You know, I always figured that by now I'd have my shit together and be done worrying about this stuff. I gotta head to work in a bit but I figured if I'm gonna be honest with myself I had better write it down. Otherwise I know I can't face shit I got going on. Hell, I can barely face myself most days.
This morning should be simple. Go buy smokes, go to work, come home, tell myself I'll clean after my nap, then just lay in bed staring at the ceiling till the next morning. I think I'm actually gonna clean up today though. Haven't done dishes in days.
Anyways, time for work so wish me luck. Hopefully I don't break down over the stupidest thing.