How do you explain to someone that you don't want attention?
You don't want the award, you just want to keep working.
My whole life has been filled with moments where I should have just sat down and taken pride and what I accomplished, but I learned to keep moving. Attention brought to me was bad, because that meant I was seen
I don't want to be seen I just want to keep going.
That's what he taught me. Not to take pride in what I earned because I didn't really earn it, or if people saw me then they would see what happened. What they did to me. Which is even worse.
But how do you explain that to someone?