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What is it like?



What is it like?  To heal?  To be healed?  To be free?  To run like a child once ran?  To  play?  To skip?  Is any of that possible?  Why so many questions?  Why no answers?  Why did an hour or two steal my entire life away?  My entire world?  Including family?  Why did she laugh when I said, "I forgive you."  Why, if it's really her, does she shy away from me now?  Why can't I cry?  When can I scream?  When is it enough for them?  When is God coming back?  Why do I feel like I've lost when I know I'm going to win?  Where is the little girl?  What happened to her? Why does my heart still break? -POM


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What happened in my world became public on a tragic night when someone was almost murdered...for the 'concern'.  Wrong someone.  I was blamed and i buried it deep in my psyche I guess.  The next morning I forgot.  When I remembered...due to hateful people instigating it...it was 20 years later or more.  The rest o fthe 'world' knew and hated me.  Loathed me. Didn't believe me.  I didn't get it.  Until this year when an all out attack on my person ensued.  I'm terrified to post this. It wasn't a physical attack, but a cowardly mental and emotional attack...by so called Christians.  I guess I'm suddenly angry.   A new light bulb went on while posting elsewhere.  I thought I"d finally gotten to the core only to upset the apple cart again.  SCREAM...  How long, o God, how long?  Can anyone help?

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@PearlofMary I'm so sorry this happened. That's so incredibly wrong. I don't understand how someone could put anyone down for anything. I don't understand why anyone places blame on someone else for any reason. I'm sorry your story was shared. I'm sitting with you and safe hugs. 

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