shouted that I'm so sick of you always saying I will not let people pay me back Lia has food in mouth and Li l willl get varied away and will bring food in here

then added how I bloodied him up in past I

🌑 i feel the need to focus on why i can not remember certain conversations.

🌑 why does my handwriting change

🌑 what does being influenced have to do with it. Its lil the only time all the leases fit and if sober then i act the Sam as when i am aware of there presence but only i dissociate it seems and i change like watching diffrrnt videos

🌑 i am stuck and afraid at how long this type of thing can take to heal or discover