the tears are in the back of my throat but not falling. But I deffinamtly feel blue. Numb. At the dame timeshy ashamed I feel like I'm going to snap I am afraid to get help Manny resins. I need a human to talk to or do I? A week ago I had them my moods lets call them. Remembering needed info to keep me on track.
completely irrisponsable go with the wind no consaquinesea can touch me.
then there's the eat till I am so gone:-o
then the forgotten one who allows things to slip by without notice. ;] I literally an not remember anything;]
I dream have goals wants I care.;O)
silly all un and games like a child
then finally there is a blank dark numbing just cold no matter the amount of heat or blankets it will not touch the insideO.O just blakness.
there are some I have not met but I'm not only when they talk to me.