who are you exactly? People love you those who know you are blessed. Some think you at crazy. Others try but you turn away. You re terrified . You are a survived. You are a nurturer. A mother and a wife. Daughter granddaoughter and cousins' doughter in law. I am alone crazy. A sl*t a lost and hurt person. Why I am these things log drawn out stories. But right now I need to find a way to reach out I feel the door closing. I do not know if I will have another chance to reach them but i must try for its my soul scattered everywhere I need to be whole even I it takes fi e more gears. Then I will reach others who are in need.night for now.