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Family Drama



Hey guys sorry i haven't been on for a while! 

Well everything was going fine.......

I now have an amazing boyfriend, he is my other half i didnt know i could feel so much for one person, all i have to do is look at him and i smile. He is my anti depressant. I am so in love with him. i can not see myself without him!!!!! 

The only problem is his housemates don't like me and dont want me around and now i feel really awkward being here. i thought they liked me. i guess people can fake it! i just feel uncomfortable and i'm scared its going to tear us apart!. The other thing is my family they are always at each others throats and argue about stupid shit! Mum and Dad don't seem to be getting along at all!! My brother is caught up in it as he lives at home. i don't like being at home anymore cause the atmosphere is shit! i just feel like once i'm happy everything else seems to crumble away. This is why i don't like being happy!! Every time i am something fucks it up! work is also shit as my manager wont talk to me as i got my haircut the way she hates, she wants me to grow my hair! I'm trying to be me and she wants me to be her!! I guess i should just be unhappy for the rest of my life that way i cant fuck up my family, work or anyone else life. 

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that is great about the boyfriend and if that were me, i would just keep a list of the good things in my life, and the good things about your bf.  limit ties with your family, or, move out, or, get a door from the outside with a lock that lets you in to your room only, so that you two don't have to go thru the house itself.

 i have the SAME problemo with people hating my guts because of my boyfriend.


oh, they are so f***ing jealous and covet him as way to pacify their feelings.  we are at the phenomena level of jealousy.  they look at me with such critical stares and then make faces and comments with their gestures, it (this reaction of theirs) is almost a joke it is so open and blatant and about their immaturity.


i am not dishonest about that.


a balanced mature person doesn't behave that way.


and yes, we have world leaders at THAT level of mental and emo capacity..



anyway, this perp, who makes fun of you and hates you because of your bf and i gather that they are so jealous of you they want to rip your throat out?


you practice in front of the mirror the following:


say this:


"i understand you 'concerns'"    and that is all you have to say..



i.e. so, like they are nonverbally or verbally making shots about your dumbness, your weakness, what a ninny you are, coward, too scared, and so on.


'i understand you concerns. we can talk about this some other time'.


try this and see if it doesn't work.  and God bless you.

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