It's been a really long time since I wrote here.....so much is going on in my life. It's been good, bad and I don't know. For the first time in my life.....I'm not sure I want to continue to do my job. I'm a substitute teacher and the kids are getting worse every year. I'm done with their bad manners and their lack of effort. I work almost the entire year. I rarely have a day off unless it's for a holiday. I really care about the kids but it's getting harder and harder to care. I get really bad pay and no benefits. Obviously, I don't do it for the money or benefits. =)
My German friend has a girlfriend and I feel like a mistress or something not good. I wish that he loved me but he doesn't. He confuses me. He wants to help me get a job near him but says that I can't stay with him because of his girlfriend. I get that but then why try to get me there??
So that's a bit of my weird life in a nutshell.