This is just a brief synopsis, I don't have time to write in detail at the moment.
At age 5, I was made to have anal sex with another boy my age by a man to this day I have no idea how he got there or what exactly transpired, but I remember him watching and apparently "teaching" us what to do to experience anal sex with each other.
At age 7, a neighbor around the age of 18 started talking to me about rubbing bodies and junk and I told him I had done that before and he asked me if I would do that and being only 7 I said okay. So, for the duration of a summer he continually came and got me to "play" or I would go to his house to play basketball but it would always end with him molesting me... If anyone wants more detail I am okay with that because I am a type of person that wants to know the who what when where why about EVERYTHING, so it does not bother me.
I have seeked counsel, but I have found that regular people during regular talk find much better ways in real life to help me cope with my problem. I have been able to come out about what I went through since I was around 25 years old (30 now). But it had taken a TOLL on me, but I am fighting back now and regaining my right to choose life EVERY SINGLE MORNING!
Please don't hesitate to reach out.
Hey, thanks for reading!