Feeling lonely
All of my friends have distanced themselves from me over the past year, and I don't know why... it's making me feel lonely though, I have few people to talk to these days and I've always been pretty good about managing life alone because I've had to adapt to living without friends. Lately though, it's getting to me, just feeling lost. Trying to do community/volunteer work and focusing more on my own work to keep busy, but that only goes so far. It especially hurts because a friend I was very close with for a few years and really liked..we ended up sleeping together (which was stupid of me) and now he doesn't speak to me anymore...just feeling...Idk :c and I opened up to him about how I have trust issues and how I hate being abandoned and he basically abandoned me without a second thought. We don't talk unless I initiate the conversation, so I stopped because it's become an unhealthy/one-sided friendship. But in some ways it hurts even more knowing he didn't care enough to check in with me over the past few months.
Sorry, I needed to rant, even if it was only to the internet. It helps.
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