MyselfAndI

Your post resonates with me so much. how your feeling I feel the same way. I was not under the influence but I did said no. I do not fully remember saying it more than twice but I said it in different ways that I was not interested. There are blurred lines in what is considered rape and sexual assault unfortanetely because people in our society don't talk about it. After my experience I felt violated and forced against my will. I did not put up a fight however I did not know what to do during that time. Sometimes I think that what I went through is not serious and that I am over reacting but after I recorded myself tell the story again I realized that I am not over reacting or crazy, what happened to me I felt that I was violated and after it has ruined my life completely. Once I told some people about my experience many stated that I am over reacting and many think that I am doing it to seek attention or revenge.it sickens and saddens me the ignorance of some people and how they can just assume that the victim is lying. I wish people can respond to this in some kind of compassion regardless on how they feel about the situation because what you and I went through is real. Don't feel alone if you ever do because I am on the same path.