group meetings
So after 12 weeks of individual therapy I started going to a group meeting. Tomorrow is the day that we share our stories about what happened to us. I'm not going to lie I am so nervous.. I haven't talked about that night in months and honestly I've wanted to just forget it even happened. I feel all these emotions at once. I'm angry and sad and hurt and nervous all at the same time. Apart of me doesn't even want to go and do this. I hate talking about my feelings and I hate feeling vulnerable. I feel like I just want to stay in my room and curl in a ball and stay here forever. I am the best at pushing my feelings deep down inside and not expressing them and I hate that about myself. Idk I guess apart of me feels like I should just be alone for the rest of my life so I don't hurt anyone else in my healing process...
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