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When I'm feeling emotions or experiencing flashbacks and memories, I like to write them down. I hope that doing so will give the thoughts permission to leave my messy mind. So here is my digitalized messy mind.

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Lying to myself

I don't think I've been completely honest with myself. I've been telling myself that I'm good. That I've been handling the case and the flashbacks that have come with the territory of recalling the abuse over and over again. And objectively, from the outside, I have been. I got into my dream PhD program. I've been excelling at my job. I've been making new friends in a completely new place. But I've started using drugs. Typing that brings a wave of shame and denial. Thats not me. If you knew me,

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