Just thoughts... feeling lonely. Don't know of it's my fault or my partner's. Maybe we're just incompatible.
He works all the time I know. Im at home since covid. But i feel:
... so many uns!!!!!!
So what AM I?
- caring (too caring)
- accommodating (too accommodating??)
- pissed off!!!!!!!!!
- almost at the e
I've been going along to get along for too long. I need to stop gritting my teeth through sex. I need to say no when I'm screaming inside instead of going through the motions.
I feel like if I say anything to stop anything, I'll be left alone, because I'll be worth nothing as a partner. The shame is unbearable.
I would like to think I've moved on, but deep down I still genuinely feel like my worth is purely sexual.
Like depriving my partner is a cardinal sin and it is my job