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Feeling neglected

Just thoughts... feeling lonely. Don't know of it's my fault or my partner's. Maybe we're just incompatible.  He works all the time I know. Im at home since covid. But i feel: - unloved - unseen - uninteresting - unattractive   ... so many uns!!!!!!   So what AM I? - caring (too caring) - insecure - accommodating (too accommodating??) - white - drunk - sad - pissed off!!!!!!!!! - lonely!!! - almost at the e

AlexAlex

AlexAlex

 

Up too late thinking about my sex life

I've been going along to get along for too long. I need to stop gritting my teeth through sex. I need to say no when I'm screaming inside instead of going through the motions.  I feel like if I say anything to stop anything,  I'll be left alone, because I'll be worth nothing as a partner.  The shame is unbearable.  I would like to think I've moved on, but deep down I still genuinely feel like my worth is purely sexual.  Like depriving my partner is a cardinal sin and it is my job

AlexAlex

AlexAlex

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