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They call us survivors but I don't feel like a survivor all I feel like is someone whose life has been ripped to pieces and left with nothing well he gets to walk around like it never even happened and is still treated like the golden boy well I'm blamed for tearing our family apart and I'm expected to "fix it" by acting like it never even happened. You will never know how hard it is to have to give up everything as a child so that your parents can have the life they want. There is so much I can't tell anyone it's just one of those things you don't talk about because I have to protect everyone else. I'm so sick of always having to protect everyone else when will someone finally step up and protect me and be there for me like I need. I just want someone who will always be there for me and on my side no matter what but that will never happen so it's me, myself and I and I need to figure out how to be alright with that just part of life I guess. 

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Feeling Stuck

I am writing this at 3am I have to be up by 7am for work so tomorrow/today should be real fun. I have been so overwhelmed and anxious/stressed lately. I have had a lot going on in life and worrying about my loved ones during this time and other normal life problems but on top of all of that I have been struggling with feeling like when it comes to my family that I will always be "The Victim" and I knew going into this and telling my family about my assault that there was a chance that would happ

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