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Today I had to see a doctor. I have been having trouble sleeping and functioning. I have been having flashbacks of the amount of control I let him have over me and it is all consuming sometimes. I feel like it’s sometimes all I can think about. They upped my antidepressant and gave me something to help me sleep. My antidepressants he liked to use against me. He would say things like... well you may not like my drinking but I don’t like your antidepressants so we are even. He kept asking me to get off of them. It always made me so angry that he would try to use this against me but if I’m really honest he would use everything and anything he could think of to get what he wanted.

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PTSD

Is it possible I’m dealing with ptsd from my emotional abuse, psychological abuse and sexual abuse? Is so what are the symptoms? I’m scared he is coming to look for me.,  I am just scared, I can’t sleep, I’m dealing with flashbacks, I don’t trust myself etc... what can I do to help get passed this? Please help me I’m so anxious, tired and afraid 

chahari2000

chahari2000

 

I did it

I have taken a big step today. I blocked his number from my cell phone. The calls and texts were making me anxious so I don’t want to hear it anymore. I thought I should keep just getting the texts because it is better to know which way the hurricane is coming from but in the end it was making me nervous and afraid.

chahari2000

chahari2000

 

Stop

He won’t stop messaging and calling me. I go a few days at a time where things are quite and then I am overwhelmed with calls, texts and voicemails. Asking me how I am, guilting me and marriage proposals. It’s been three weeks since we broke up. I have told him to leave me alone and my mother has told him to leave me alone. This has to stop soon right? I am so tired. 

chahari2000

chahari2000

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