About this blog
There are times when I feel like the world is crashing down on me.
I ask myself or whoever is listening, why would this happen to me?
Was I meant to be given this burden because I was meant to suffer?
I have been told that this will only make me stronger.
I have tried to be strong.
I am so tired.
Yet I know that I cannot give up.
I have to show people that I can live a happy life.
Inside it feels like I am being torn apart.
Torn apart to shreds..
Sometimes, I hear myself say that maybe I deserve this..
All this pain is showing me how to be a good person and to love those who love me.
All my life no one ever understood me.
They always tried to fix me.
Like I was some broken object that needed some glue.
I hated myself for tearing my family apart.
I blamed myself for the longest time.
He is the one who is sick and to blame.
He took my innocence and childhood.
I will not let him take my future.
I have met someone who I know in my soul that he is my light.
To find someone who can help you move past your darkness is someone to keep in your life.
I have found my light.