This is the first time I've tried anything like this. Part of me feels like I don't belong here. I skimmed through and there are horrible stories. But me? My ex husband sexually abused me. He didn't physically hurt me. He simply kept going and I didn't consent. A friend told me that was rape. Among other things. But I still feel..insignificant. I don't think half of the legal system thinks that marital rape is a thing. Everyone says you need to talk to heal. To survive. I am not a survivor. I am a woman who was raped by the person I trusted most. Now...almost two years later...I don't want to survive. I want to live a life as full as I can.