I don't understand why me. I feel as though I am so different from everyone. I don't understand why I am so different. Why am I not married why do I not have a boyfriend, why do I not have any children? I want these things but feel so far away from any of it. I just want to be like everyone else. Does anyone else feel this way. Does anyone else feel like they are so far away from anyone but they are standing right there? I feel so different it is crazy. I feel like I am crazy. I wonder
I am having such a difficult time right know. I am going through a lot of memories that I have before I had shut out of my mind.. Now everything is coming to a surface. The one person that I know can help me I have been shutting out. I wrote to her on e-mail and explained this and she is so understanding. I am not used to having a therapist be this way.I know I have to go through the hard stuff in order to get to the other side but man this is hard stuff. I just want a normal life.
Hi I am new here but have struggled many years with the memories of abuse. The abuse lasted 20 years of my life. My Grandfather finnally passed away and that is what ended the abuse. I have cut had a eating disorder and have tried overdose many times to deal with what is going on in my head. I have a pretty good therapist at this time that I think can help me. I have had many therapist but they have all left do to my continued testing of there rules. I want to get better and I am he