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I'm not good enough

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Feeling So Alone

I am feeling so down so lonely I can not bare it. I spend most evening alone just crying for hours. I'm tired and exhausted from being so alone I'm drained.I feel so down and out and that things could never get better. There's no where I feel I can turn and nobody that understands. I feel like words can not explain how alone I feel. I live alone and my daughter goes to her fathers every other day. I need something to fill the void. I need some help please I can not be this miserable any longer

LeanneGeorge

LeanneGeorge

Difficult

Please bare with me as this is very difficult to write and although I'm writing it I'm not sure I'm going to post it. I just need to get things off my chest and outta my head and just stop them festering inside my brain and depriving me of sleep. I have so many feelings and emotions over my abuse that it's hard to put it down in words but I suppose it's worth a try. Right now anything is worth a go. I'm struggling, really struggling I have this overwhelming of guilt and shame that I carnt shake

LeanneGeorge

LeanneGeorge

Triggers!

I've recently started dealing with my abuse before now I pretended it did't happen and all of a sudden I have a million new triggers! Before it would happen every now and then if a certain song came on or if I was watching something or cleaning but that was it. But now I have a huge list of new one. Police now make me trigger. Adverts on the telly. Looking into the mirror, certain foods. Certain smells. Some people are starting to trigger me even tho there not my abuser there someone who's actu

LeanneGeorge

LeanneGeorge

Issue #2

I find navigating in this world very difficult due to my past experiences. I struggle to understand the right things to say ,how to react in certain situations and investing my time in the things I should.I find everyday occurrences to be very challenging and difficult. I would like to share my struggle with you if you have the time to see if a problem shared is a problem halved. Issue #2 How do you be ok when your not? How do you keep going when you have nothing left? Where do you get the energ

LeanneGeorge

LeanneGeorge

Issue 1

I find navigating in this world very difficult due to my past experiences. I struggle to understand the right things to say ,how to react in certain situations and investing my time in the things I should.I find everyday occurrences to be very challenging and difficult. I would like to share my struggle with you if you have the time to see if a problem shared is a problem halved. Issue #1 I have recently discovered I can not handle being criticised even when it comes from a loving source or is I

LeanneGeorge

LeanneGeorge

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