Its not fair you know. Its not fair what they did. It hurts. There isn't a day that goes by that it doesn't cross my mind. It punches me in the gut and slaps me in the face every single day. Im a different person now and I'm so lost trying to figure out who that is. This pain is like no other and i feel so tired from dealing with it. It just isn't fair. my life is worth more than 5 min of pleasure for someone else. I am a person and I was not put here to be a sex object for anyone. I have value.
If you healing from sexual assault and you get out of bed in the morning, You are doing well. If you healing from sexual assault and you hold down a job, You are amazing. If you are healing from sexual assault and and you are still remotely pleasant to others, You are a lot nicer than me. If you are healing from sexual assault and you cannot always be there for a friend, You are still a good friend and a strong enough person to know what is best for you. If you are healing from sexual assault, a
Exactly one year ago I was graduating from high school and was so excited to be going off to college. Everything was going to be new, exciting, and different! And everything was different but not in the ways I expected. Thinking back to that girl she was happy, optimistic, and ready to take on the world. A very different girl from the one who sits here writing this today. Once I got to college I did all the activities to meet people and found my group of friends and even a boyfriend. Those frien