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it been long since done a blog but my mom took the girls to vist her sister so i so alone at night can't sleep if i do i have flash back see his Face again and and again. really he long dead burning in hell. he may be laugh at down there he still how hold over me.
Ok i know long time come but How can you trust again? Really how men hurt you make you there w**re. A what whorst take some i what long time to give birth. after me and Angel got way the doctor told my mother I could never ever have kids. That was break pount. Dark times sorry have my knee cap broken and be stab in chest and back. luckey i was found in time. 16 years later still can't sleep at night see his face. but with side note i am mother of two girs my husband had stong swimmer lo
in aug My Second attack come up Just to be alive What been thow. I Went on Blind Date set up bye a girlfriend of mine set t up. we meet at night club had good time walk to car he out no were he slap me in face i fell hit the light pole then he drag me too his van were rape me i park lot. Then he Tie me up took he took me to Warehouse were he would beat me rape. then he hook me on coke and he would pass me off to his friends. Then take to party were i would have too entertand them This go w
It been long time i went to sleep at night alone. it happen few time it happen after come here and chat with all love peeps here. It feel safe here it dose help not seen his face Night after night. I know it well not last but happy if can last more then one night ok i got to go more later
Sorry again not best speller due my handcap. Any ways here go. Night after night I see your Face in my dreams can smell your breath as kiss me. The terror in my eyes made you laugh like mad man. was cuz your madman pimp or sadit or all they three. I see your face in my dream. I know your in hell now but i know you get glee now affter so many year after I escape you and rage. I still see you in my dreams.
What is a nightmare? why do have it night after night You see his face. And you what puke Then in your terror you Scream NO then he laugh at your. then he hurt even more then wake up scraming and Then wake the baby see her cry due your pain make me tear up just think about it now. every time I work late at the store I look for his face then I wait for my husband just to sleep. so I ask again What is a Nightmare after all this years after my attack I still see he Face In my dream. Sorry just